The power of Christ only comes from a relationship with God through His Son, Jesus Christ. You don't get it any other way.
Don't set terms and conditions on God because He's not our servant. We are His servants—whatever He sees fit to allow in our lives for His divine purpose. Paul pinned the words that all these things work together for good to those who love God and those who are called according to His purpose. Not some things, or just the good things, but all things. That's what the Word of God says.
This truth can set you free even amid your situation. Wherever you are now, God is working all that up for His intended purpose in your life. He's producing a prayer life that you would never have otherwise. Talk to Him about it today, and thank Him for what He's doing in your life.
It's time now to pray.