Psalm 119, beginning at verse 59, says: “I thought about my ways and turned my feet to your testimonies. I made haste and did not delay to keep your commandments. The cords of the wicked have bound me, but I have not forgotten your law. At midnight I will rise to give thanks to you because of your righteous judgments.”
At this midnight hour, no matter how difficult life has become and how weak it is that you might feel, you must getup and get back to God. He is not only a protection for you today, but He's gota purpose for your future.
Get back into fellowship with other believers and get back to the place of worship. Do it today, don't put it off any longer. Let His mercy pick you up now and return you to a pathway of strength.
Remember my brother and my sister, it's time to pray.